Happy 4th Birthday! It is amazing where life has taken us over these last four years. Your birth and time with us here on earth changed everything. Sometimes I thought we were given the difficult hand in life with losing you - but I have come to realize that this has and is and will be one of the greatest treasures and blessings of our lives. Of course I desperately miss you and wish I could look into those big blue eyes every day - but I know where you are. You were welcomed home into the arms of our Savior and our Heavenly Father. You are with them and so many other loved ones. I am grateful for the knowledge and the knowledge that you are happy. And while life here without you may seem long and a bit lonely at times - there are precious moments I can still feel you by my side as I learn to mother these two sweet brothers of yours. Please come be with us often.
I love you Gavin. You were my first baby and the love I felt for you is one of the most remarkable feelings I have ever had. You are my sweet little bug and I can't wait to one day see your happy face again.
I love you bug.