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Monday, October 26, 2009

Perfect Memories

There are some days that you can remember every minute of no matter how many years later it is.
These next few days are like that for our family.
I can remember everything.
Like how two years ago tonight was the first time I didn't pray for Gavin to get better.
Instead I prayed to know His will.
Remembering things like that . . .
I watch the minutes pass and pray for strength and love to be in our home.

4 comments:

Heather and Billy said...

Those perfect memories are both a blessing and a curse. My heart goes out to you. I just went back and re-read all your entries from October and November two years ago. It's always strange to go back with the eyes of down the road.

Malia said...

I'm praying for peace to be in your home, too, Lindsay. I hope, along with the sad ones, the good memories will lift you up. I love you and will be thinking about you...and we'll definitely be watching Gavin's video tomorrow.

Brittanie said...

I have those perfect memories too. They day we confirmed she was gone, the day she was born...beautiful and painful too. I relive the last days leading up to it over and over.

((hugs)) I hope that you can feel Gavin with you over the next several days.

Carrie said...

I am sorry. These days and memories must be so hard. I hope and pray you are comforted these next few days, especially.